memories of the year so far...

A shadow of my former self...

Loo signs!

A little drop of winter sun...

some pics...

Alfie's peckish!

I LOVE that......

I'm different
I  carry the rubbish out
I climb trees
I ride my motorbike like a superhero
I walk tall
I sit with my legs wide open
I'm one of the lads
I'm one of the girls
I'm the boss
I wear big boots
I love digging
I'm a stud
I wear a suit and tie
I'm rough
I wear leathers
I'm soft
She gets me
All of me.....

Butch
Butcher
Butchest!

Gertie & her best friend Alfie!

Butch Boots...

i carry your heart... bB

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

EE Cummings

Blue Boo...

Cor blimey! Everything feels so heavy and grey at the moment...hope it lifts soon

Let it Snow Let it Snow Let it Snow... (More PLEASE) !

It's pouring with snow right now- I have just built THE biggest snow man. I'm due back at work Monday but we're forecast a massive downpour over the weekend and I'm hoping I get snowed in so work will be closed (doubtful but one can live in hope).

Boo is looking forward to a brighter 2010- I feel slightly battered and bruised from last year. My work was tough I felt responsible for the 25 staff I manage and it looked like they could have lost their jobs at one point. My new boss turned out to be a bully and highly corrupt (currently suspended due to evidence I gave and awaiting outcome). QR told me when I returned from visiting my mom in Spain in September that she was unsure whether she was in love with me anymore and that she found our relationship too intense.

I'm trying to take things a day at a time (cliche' I know), but I'm positive that this year will be a lot better- so ... LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW!